Sweet Memories

This post was inspired by Wendy's post



Last minute studying b4 SPM

The dota players

Hand art by our class most famous artist


The girl next to me


Mr.Cutie Meng


Time of joy together



Life is bored at sien-to-sei(sentosa)

Hello

This post marks the 40th post for susuballman.bs.com :)

So slow one ar susu.

FYI : Its SeeWai here.

The 40th post with new header and layout.
If you dont like it, take it off lor. But for sure i'll be very angry and wont be buying milk supplied by you!! Beside, I'll ask everyone boycott your milk.

Im updating your blog but mine still left untouch. You owe me one susu.

milky susu

<3
swai l.

End of wat is thought as a good beginning

Recently i said tat my bro has started working as an apprentice at Mercedes Benz.Everyone including my family and i thought tat my bro would have a bright future.On the other hand,it was hell.During the 2nd week there.my bro came home and told us tat all the seniors there persuade all of them go quit before they sign the contract with Mercedes.My bro said tat all the trainers there treat them like slaves.One of the trainers even said "all of u better find a place tat opens after 12am cos im going to let u all go home at 12am and u can only eat at tat time".My bro asked the seniors is tat true and they said it it.The seniors said tat the trainers haven treat them badly yet is cos they haven sign the contract with them.After they have signed the contract then the torture begins.Even though my bro haven sign the contract,the trainers asked all of them to wash the toilet using toothbrushes.My bro came home and said "we go there to learn how to fix a car,wats the point of washing the toilet gonna help us?".Besides tat one of the trainer even said "i can ask u to do watever i wish because we are PAYING u to study here".What does he suppose to mean?In my opinion,its bullshit.Its not the trainers who are paying my bro and the others,its the company,so y the hell they treating them as it is.My bro decided to quit as he have had enough of it.All of u out there dun think tat Mercedes is a good place.ITS HELL.Pass this message around to those u know will be going there to study in the near future.If u dun trust me u can ask ur loved one to go there to be tortured.

Recently i got bak my first paper of general paper test.I got 33/50 for it.I dunno whether this marks is good or wat cos my marks is considered almost the highest in class.My college frens asked me to go watch a movie last thursday but i rejected them because the time wasnt convenient for me.Keith and the gang asked me to watch a movie on friday but i wasnt in a mood for it.First reason is because i have extra class on saturday and the 2nd reason is cos there is just so lil ppl going there.For me there is no point going there cos is bored with just so lil ppl there.


Susuman <3

Gone with the wind

Chemistry test was a disaster.Failed it like a piece of s***.Further maths wasnt tat good either.My whole further maths paper was full of careless mistakes all over.Life isnt tat great for me nowadays.Tired by studying n getting bored of my life.Classes are never more fun as it used to be.Replacement classes are being held almost every week due to insufficient time to finish up the syllabus.Might be having a 4hour non-stop class this saturday starting at 8am.I cant imagine waking up a 6am on a saturday morning just to drive to college for classes.The worst part is,3 hours of my class is PURE physics.The remaining 1 hour is for further maths applied class.Dun think of going to the extra classes held,but i flipped a count during physics practical today and even god wants me to attend the class.I feel so left out in my class recently.I think is cos im so damn freaking useless and stupid tat all my frens are starting to stay away from me.Well u cant blame my frens for doing tat cos all of them are soooooooooooo darn smart unlike me.My brain isnt functioning as it is supposed to be.Maybe im being too sensitive.But i just feel left out.Moods isnt tat good either.Parents at home arent treating me any better than they used to be.Still gets loads n loads of stress n pressure from them asking me go study hard and not lose my scholarship.This isnt doing any good to me cos im the kind of person tat cant study under pressure.

Mid course is just right around the corner.Time to study for me is like crazy.The reason i say this because i dun actually really study much at home.Im not like any other ppl who can sit in the room and study for hours.The most tat i can do is just sit in my room to study for about 1 and a half hours.Tat amount of time isnt sufficient for me.Wat can i do?This is me.I cant change the way i am.I've tried pushing myself to study but the things tat i study just wont enter my mind.

Susuman <3