New eyes

Got my new pair of glasses yeterday at Sunway Pyramid.

My leg is still swelled up and is aching a little bit. Least i can walk now ;)

Susuman <3

Freedom

Removed the bandage on my leg a while ago. The swell is still there but it isnt aching as much. Able to stand and walk slightly now. May not be returning for further treatment tomorrow if its better tomorrow. Fingers crossed and hope for the best.

Susuman <3

This is how my leg looks now. Still cant walk with that swell and it hurts. Practically dragging the chair around the house.

Sad =(

Susuman <3

Sad-ed

Didnt have a good night sleep due to my swollen leg aching for the whole night. When i woke up this morning, the swell got even worst. I cant even get up from my bed and walk.

Went to see chinese doctor and had my leg rubbed and pulled and in any other imaginable way.

Wrapped my leg with herbs and i cant walk around anymore.

Was told not to take chicken,egg,spicy,sour and cold food during this period. I was like "omg!". Eggs are like my favourite food to have and spicy food. I live in malaysia. Almost all the food is covered with spice and chilies.

Will upload my wrapped swollen leg when i can reach for my handphone which is currently resting peacefully in my room which i cant reach out to it.

Susuman <3

Futsal

Went for a game of futsal with the bunch today and meet up with an old fren(Kok Yew) who was just back from Australia for his summer break.

The game was going on fine. Then when i came across sheng yeong, he somehow kicked my leg and tripped me over. Felt a sharp pain at tat moment but din thought much of it.

Later in the game, and again an encounter with him, he had the ball right up my face and it was freaking pain. My specs flew off my face and is now bent. My specs keep falling down every time i look down.

At the end of the session, Mun Kiat's bad luck cos him to sprain his leg. Everyone is blaming Tai Onn cos he failed the header which made Mk wanting to volley the ball. Not long after that, my specs caused me a nose bleed. I would explain personally to you if you ask me.

Fetch poor Mk bro to the doctor and had our lunch at Berkeleys. MY leg was aching like hell due to the earlier incident.

Went home and took a hot bath and to realize that my leg is swollen like hell. Its aching like hell too.Cant really walk straight now. Limping like an old man. Hope it gets better in the next few days so i could make a new pair of glasses.

Susuman <3

Troubled

My own way to feel better when im down or troubled.

Just look up and stare at the sky. I could do this for the whole day.

This is how the sky appears when i started looking at it

The end result of looking at it for 1hour

Susuman <3

Lappie

Ugh, my bro's gonna get a new laptop. It isnt fair. Why does he always get new stuff while im stuck with old junks.

I wan a new laptop too. Preferably a MAC so i could download and use those applications. MAC applications are good. Will save up my own money during internship next year so i could buy my own laptop =).

Susuman <3

Failure

I recently googled for a cracked version of photoshop cs4. Managed to find a working site where everyone is giving positive feedback on the crack method.

Downloaded it and tested whether it worked for me. Well it wasnt working for my computer though and ended up causing a lot of problem to my computer. Most of the problems are internet related that caused me not able to login to my msn,facebook etc.

Well if you guys wanna have a go at it here is the Link. Let me know if you got it working.

Meanwhile i'll try and hunt for a better cracked version of photoshop and share it =).

Susuman <3

Midnight

Yesterday was my first time ever to go for a midnight movie with my friends. It was such a last minute decision made by them.

Wondered how i manage to leave home at night to do for a movie? Well i simply lied to my mum that im going to "yum char" with my buddies which later end up in MV.

We watched Planet 51, a cartoon comedy movie. Movies not too bad though. Had quite a laugh in the cinema. Movie ended at 2am and headed straight home.

Lets go for another round of midnight movie ok? =)

Susuman <3

Change over

Changed the header of my blog. Please give some feedback on what further improvements to make.

Still learning to change the whole layout of the blog.Learning html codes which is a headache.

Susuman <3

Results!

Finally, the results for my first semester is out! Got A+ for my Chemistry and a B for my Biology.

Results for my Bio wasn't bad for a guy like me who hasn't been studying Bio for 2years you know. A solid B is enough though i hope to get an A for it. Chemistry result was expected cos its my fav sub =P.

Freedom for my A-level buddies who has just finished their final paper today and Good Luck to my buddies who are taking their STPM!. Will be waiting for u guys to finish for outings =D.

Susuman <3

Friendship

I did something unexpected last night. But i want to make sure that this friend of mine understands truly, i just want you to know that no matter what happens, we'll both be best friends forever. No hard feelings or awkward feelings the next time we meet. Ok?

I dont want the next time we go for movies or outings with the bunch to have this awkward feeling or barrier between us. Friends forever <3

"Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods." Artistotle Susuman <3

Today is the worst day of my life. I'm getting more emo as time goes by.

This is because of my family. Though I'm on holiday, im still getting stress from them. No, ice-cream wont help in my case. No one understands what im going through.

Its hard staying in this family. Im always misunderstood. Even when im trying to explain things that my family member doesnt understand, i would get discriminated by them. Judged by them as though i have insufficient experience.

Most of the time,my elder brother and my father would do this to me. But today, all 3 of them including my mum did this to me. How am i gonna stand up with this? I cant. My mum even told me to be patient to my brother and father and that to give way to them.

The problem is, i've been doing this since i was young. All the scolding,anger and discrimination from them is all stored up in me. I'm wondering how long can i hold up to this. 3 of my family member have me as a machine or device to let off their temper when they are not in a good mood.But what about me? Im the youngest and i have no place to let go of my anger and no place to complain to except to let it all out in the blog. All the anger for almost 10years is stored up in me.

Its hard.Life is hard especially in this family.All i have left are my friends but only a handful of them understand how i feel.Most of them make fun of me never understanding how hard is it for me to face my family and to face them as my frens.

Life is tough and short.But in my family, its even harder than it seems.

Emo,

Susuman

100

Finally, i've reached the 100th post since i started blogging at 12/09/07 as requested by my "zi mui" Ms.Low Swai.

Wishing all my buddies who are taking A-levels and STPM the best of luck =). Freedom is just a day away for A-level buddies! Lets enjoy after that =D.

Susuman <3

Ice Cream!

I came upon an article on the newspaper yesterday stating that having a bowl or even a cup of ice-cream during your most stressed times would help ease and make your day a little brighter and happier. The author also said "If it’s one thing I’ve learnt, it’s that you’re never as productive as you are when you’re all worked up. So take a break!"

So the next time you guys feel a little stressed up. Take a break and have some ice-cream!

For more on the article go to Link

Susuman <3

Pan Mee

Tried out a new pan mee shop at OUG this morning with my parents. Its a new shop just opened for a week or so near the OUG morning market with a green signboard. I forgot the name of the shop though.

Pan Mee soup

The food here isn't quite good though. Service is average while the price of the food is considered ok i guess.

Overall rating from me is 2/5.

Susuman <3

Random

This is how the sky looks like before it starts to rain. The calm before the storm.

Susuman <3

Life

Have all of you ever wonder what is the purpose of life is or even gave a thought about what happens after we leave this world?

Sometimes when I'm alone at home or in my room, i would think about the things that i would miss and forget once i leave the world. Thinking of the day makes me worry and had me to think about the life that i am going through now. What happens when we die? We would forget about the life we lived now.Forget about the people we know, our family, friends and our loved ones. Buddhist believe in incarnation where everyone will be reborn to start life all over. But come to think of it makes you wonder. What if the next time we dont get to be this happy or have this family and have met the same friends. Or the feeling that keeps you thinking about trying to live.

We would have to start all over again as a child and study everything again and the cycle continues. Come to think of it,ever wonder what if we were never even born to this world.Makes you think and appreciate life a little better when you think about it.

Thats what i've vowed to do. Live life to the fullest and treat everyone better as to have no regrets.

What about you?

Wondering,

Susuman <3

Holidays!

Well, I'm having my holidays since the 28th of Oct. Been rotting at home doing nothing but watching animes and playing dota.

Friends are still having their finals till the 20th of Nov which means I'll be bored to death alone at home.

I'm dying of boredom le. Someone please ask me out for a drink or movie!

Susuman <3