Life

Have all of you ever wonder what is the purpose of life is or even gave a thought about what happens after we leave this world?

Sometimes when I'm alone at home or in my room, i would think about the things that i would miss and forget once i leave the world. Thinking of the day makes me worry and had me to think about the life that i am going through now. What happens when we die? We would forget about the life we lived now.Forget about the people we know, our family, friends and our loved ones. Buddhist believe in incarnation where everyone will be reborn to start life all over. But come to think of it makes you wonder. What if the next time we dont get to be this happy or have this family and have met the same friends. Or the feeling that keeps you thinking about trying to live.

We would have to start all over again as a child and study everything again and the cycle continues. Come to think of it,ever wonder what if we were never even born to this world.Makes you think and appreciate life a little better when you think about it.

Thats what i've vowed to do. Live life to the fullest and treat everyone better as to have no regrets.

What about you?

Wondering,

Susuman <3

Holidays!

Well, I'm having my holidays since the 28th of Oct. Been rotting at home doing nothing but watching animes and playing dota.

Friends are still having their finals till the 20th of Nov which means I'll be bored to death alone at home.

I'm dying of boredom le. Someone please ask me out for a drink or movie!

Susuman <3

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone

TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.

ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.

TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.

NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.

SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.

FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.

FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.

THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.

TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing.

ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

*Adapted from ninjincarrotz.blogspot.com/*

I find it kinda true while i was reading it

Susuman <3

Friends

Just when I thought my day would be dull, friends came by and made a day out of it. This is why people used to say, "this is what friends are for" and I totally agree.

Thanks buddies for making a good night =).

Susuman <3

Bday

Well, I'm officially 19yrs, 1day, 1hour and 23mins old. =) Time passes fast

Susuman <3

Mark of a year

My birthday is just in 2days. I was suppose to be having my biology finals tomorrow and give me time to plan what to do on my day. But it seems its a total failure. Due to some reason, my finals have been postponed to next Wednesday. This means I'll be having 2 exam next week. What a torture.

Well practically i haven been celebrating my own bday for quite some time now. Its just my family thing. And everyone who knows me knows how my family works. I'm usually not allowed to go out with my frens. Thats the main reason why i never get to celebrate my bday with my frens. Not even once. Its kinda sad thinking bout it. Its considered to be a special day for me as i was given life on this day.

I only remember celebrating my birthday up to the age to 12 or so. Its heart-breaking seeing and thinking that other ppl have this day all to themself.

Wondering soul,

Susuman <3

Unconditional love

Unconditional love. It is said to be a term that means to love someone regardless of one's actions or beliefs. It is a concept comparable to true love, a term which is more frequently used to describe love between lovers. Often, we assume that the relationship formed between the couples are made from unconditional love. However, the term true love does not really exist in the world we live in. Its just a fairy tale told to make one believe that every story ends with a happy ending.

I'm determined to find this true love and to find my happy ending, the partner for the rest of my life.

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Seeking love,

Susuman <3