was nominated a committee member in SASSA today.

actually i feel glad that i was nominated but at the same time im worried that i will too busy and too stressed up for the work.

should i take up the post or leave it aside.

glad to know that its over

i can finally talk to u

and enjoy the things i miss the most

which is talking to u

i think of you every night before i sleep

hoping you to forgive me

broken promises are the things that hurt the most

yet i've broken all the promises i made

im really sorry

please forgive me

life is complicated. just when things got better i screwed up.

i hope you are proud cos im finally crying.

and here i thought u were understanding.

friendships doesn't seem much to you but it does to me.

by doing so u really brought tears to me.

relationships are fragile.

unknowingly, it can be broken by a simple act.

what's left of it is just regret.

today's lecture on nutrition and metabolism sux!

dun even understand a single thing that she is explaining or rather i dun even know she IS explaining.

just talking a bunch of crap that has no relation to watever we are studying.

i dun quite like the lecturer teaching nutrition and metobolism subject.

comparing the notes given by her with the once i got from michelle makes me wonder whether she is a good lecturer.

i feel the notes given by her is not sufficient for us to even pass our midterm.

and her teaching method is beyond what it expect.not in a good way that is

life have its own challenges.

it's always hard to make a decision, even harder when it involves people.

especially the ones that you are close with.

im thinking of the decision i made.

did i made the right choice?

does this means that im selfish?

i've been staring at the ceiling last night for more than an hour.

thinking, reconsidering the choice i made.

if i were given another chance to deicide, what would i do?

Waste management's result is finally out!. thank god i passed the paper else i would freak out and start cursing him.

gave me one hell of a semester.

glad that i passed it but unsatisfied that it screwed up my cgpa

just have this random feeling. what if i cant walk normally like i used to?

will it really happen?

how would it affect my life?

surgery?

clutch?

day 7, fourth treatment. i can finally stand and limp. might be going for class later one =)

day 5 , third treatment. can stretch my leg now. i wanna walk soon cos im missing lessons in class.

can stretch my leg slightly. still cant walk yet. feeling quite nervous

went for another session of treatment today. hopefully i can walk tomorrow. fingers crossed!